so the last time i wrote on her was in March and it’s now August.. i would like to say thing have changed and gotten better but na that hasn’t happen to me,.. i went in to a mental hospital awhile ago was in there for a month got out of there and  that’s when i fucked up just started smoking weed everyday. and it been like fuck 4 months or something. i hate myself. i can’t stop. i dont know how.  it’s fucked with my head. i don’t wanna do anything. and i mean i go out and try but seems like bad things just happen to […]
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well i'm not going to put my name or anything like that here i don't want anyone knowing who i am, i though ill do this to see what people say well if anyone says anything. i'm hoping it could help me knowing that there is other people like me out there feeling what i'm feeling.
i’m pretty pissed off right now, my sister just call me a fat ***** ( i just lost 25 kilos and still have 10 more to go, so i’m very sensitive about that right now i feel i cant to it anymore i want to give up on losing more)  i have just moved out of home and i come back for a night and she still treats me like i’m a pieace of shit i hate it, she will never know how much i hate her and one day i will be gone and she will think what happen i have toled her once.. she make me feel sad and angry but she dosent […]
i feel that i have ruined my mum life. she had me when she was young and i feel if i wasnt alive she would be much more happy have more going for her life.  she is alcoholic and drinks all the time comes home drunk most the time,  i know i dont make her drink and stuff but i just think  if she didn’t have me she wouldn’t do that or feel like that. and that just makes me feel sad and makes me feel like i deserve to feel like this, i should feel sad and angry miserable all the time. theres all […]