28/12/09
Right well where do I start, I want to apologise to you all for what I did I’m sorry for hurting you all but I’m not sorry for doing it and I really cant promise that I wont do it again, at the moment its all I can think about I really don’t want to be here and I don’t mean that as being stuck in hospital I mean that as in I don’t want to be alive anymore. I’ve been feeling like this for so long now and I know nothing is going to stop me feeling this way no doctors no tablets no […]