Right now im going through the hardest time…. i just broke up with my fiancé and im beyond devestated!! I feel like i need to cut so bad but im trying so hard not to. How do i stop these thoughts again???
Pookie-Bear
Every day is a constant battle
Just trying to survive
Looking for another reason
Why you should be alive
You see the ones around you
Smile with no care in the world
You wear your pain upon your sleeve
Yet it’s never heard
The scars they tell a story
Of who you used to be
The broken girl inside you
Is dying to be set free
To drag the blade across your skin
And watch the blood flow out
To know you can control the pain
To lose those fears and doubts
If only for a second
It slowly numbs the pain
Until it all gets too much
And […]
I see through the darkness
My way back home
The journey seems endless
But i’ll carry on
The shadows will rise
And they will fall
And our night
Drowns in dawn….
As i lay here with the tears streaming down my face again. I wonder. How many care? How many love me? Am i wanted? Am i needed? Would it really matter if i wasnt here? And i cant find an answer to one of those questions. But im still here because i made a promise to the one i love. Maybe its not about how much we are loved or cared for. How much we are wanted or needed. But rather how much we love others. How much care we give. How much we give to those need and want. Being selfless. Being there for […]