Feeling like a burden distorted everything in my life. I couldn’t read facial expressions, it felt like everyone was glaring at me. And back then I lost someone close to me. I felt like it was my fault, way more dramatic than it really should’ve been,(I found my dad’s body) and I had a plan to kill myself. I couldn’t read the faces in a crowd, A smile in public felt like it was a bad one. I can’t explain…. And I stopped talking to close family, and mourned them “not wanting me to be around”
it’s been years since I’ve talked to anyone in my […]