At 2:00 a.m. I had finally made the decision to give up. I said my goodbyes to my Facebook friends. Asked for forgiveness to the ones who were truly my friends. Saying how happy I was that I would finally be able to see my dad again I was finally at peace. As my sister slept in the other bedroom I knew she wouldn’t had found me to the next morning. I didn’t realize that so many people were also awake aimlessly scrolling their timelines. Or at least I didn’t think people who truly knew my sister were up aimlessly scrolling their timelines. Someone snitched […]
prayforfreedom
I cry to myself as I slowly feel my days come to an end
Grasping for salivation only to notice I no longer have any
Although these tears I have plenty
I can’t seem to use those to wash away my sins
Can’t figure out just how to use them as glue
To piece together every inch of me that comes loose
As soon as my twisted thoughts come through
See my demons haven’t finished with me
They start with my soul, making it’s way to my self esteem, eventually nibbling at my bones until they wipe them clean
Hi everyone.
This is my first post here and I just wanted to say that you guys are the most supportive bunch of people I have ever seen online!
I’m 23. I have been battling my demons since I was 8. It seems as though I can’t remember a time in my life when I didn’t want to die. Wow, I’ve been so strong! I’ve been strong for 15 years. They tell me it gets better but for me it’s only gotten worse. Not sure how much more I can wait for it to “get better” but I’m still hanging in there for now.
Even though I’ve been […]