hello i just joined this site today, i have been feeling suicidal all year and depresesed for the last five, but it wasn’t til something terrible happened to me, that made me attempt it, not so long ago and when i couldn’t go through with it, i realised that i didn’t really want to die, i just wanted to make everything go away, all the emotionally crap i have been putting up.. i was really ready to give up and started to think, that maybe i do want to die and i’m just scared because i don’t know whats on the otherside.. but then i […]