I’ve had suicidal thoughts since i was 15, but i’ve never actually harmed myself until i was 19.
February 24th, 2010 was the morning i tried killing myself. It was like 1 or 2 in the morning i think and i was arguing with my boyfriend over the phone. Something told me that i didnt deserve this, or any other emotional/mental stress i was handed throughout this relationship. I’ve been feeling really suicidal and this was it for me. So i hung up the phone out of anger, got up, took out sleeping pills and a bottle of cough syrup i was saving in my room. I sat down on my bedroom […]