Umm just want to know your thoughts on my note. Comments on how to improve it are welcome
To whom it may concern.
Please feel no guilt as I have decided to kill myself. My reasons, because there is no meaning to my life and everything to me is pointless effort. I feel sad like nothing will get better. My depression is not the cause of my death but the realisation my death is liberating my mind. I know what death is, itâ€™s just abyss/nothing. I want that, no feelings, no rationalisation of life, just nothing. I fully understand the repercussions of this final action. I know the pain it will cause and Iâ€™m sorry it had to be this way. I wish I never existed so you all didnâ€™t have to face this. I want to let you all know I canâ€™t stand the isolation, the social rejection and my obvious defects. Thereâ€™s nothing any of you could have done, if you would have found out prior to my suicide I would have gone through with it immediately. Oh and please donâ€™t have a memorial or make a big deal of my death. Burn me that day, no autopsy, donate what organs you can and donâ€™t remember me. Forget me.