If anyone reads this whole way too-long rant, thank you for putting up with this sad display of self-loathing and sadness. I should value my life more. I know. But I just don’t. (I do hope someone reads this. This is the only way I can actually say what I think and feel to actual other people).
I’m 19 and in college, a good college. I’m about to have a good living situation with people I love to be around, good friends. I have supportive parents and a loving little sister. I have friends at home and at college. I’m relatively smart (even though I seldom […]