I can’t no more. lately fucking everything is coming down on me,if it wasn’t enough i’m feeling sick, having suicidal thoughts. the most sad part is i aint brave enough to do it, so i’m literally trapped in hell. I wanna let go but somehow i can’t, i wanna change things but i’m not strong enough to do so. i’m feeling so pathetic, like a little ball for my enviroment to play with. i praying every day thatt god might either give me the strength to do it or the strength to change everything, because i can’t go on like this
Author
redemptian
Isn’t life just a big joke??? I read mails of people saying I wanna die I#m going to do it tonight, life’s worthless… the very same people are telling other people “don’t do it, you’ll see it’s gettin’ better…”. now I don’t mean to insult or attack someone,I tend to talk people out of it too. I’m just saying looking at it from a different angle, Life is just a big theater.it makes me everybody(at least most) tries to save everybody but themselves isn’t it controversial???