19 years of life seems short for some… long for me though. I feel more like 190 than 19. I am quite intelligent, though I cant get it out due to haunting grades from my past. Considering suicide due to a rape, may seem more understandable than my suicidal drive. Though, whatever reason: death is death. And I`m on a road that doesen`t seem to fork; only cave in on it self.
I am also singel, and that surely ain`t helping. I just wish i could find peace.
Being a philosopher, I have dived to the deep ocean of my human being; sadly, I dont […]