Im gonna do it today….
Redrum23
Everyday i live my life i feel like somethings wrong
I just want to be happy, I just want to be loved, I want all the things that normal people seem to have. I want to hold my wife while my children are in their bedroom. I want to be successful and never have to struggle financially in life, Sorrows are going to happen it is what it is. I just want to be loved I want my life to have some type of meaning. Ive lived 27 years I’ll be 28 in November, been a loser all my life an the only person in the world who truly loved me died 2 years ago. […]
Im just so tired of being alone but im so traped in my mind, i dont even speak like i dont like people but i need love.
People come on this site an post about killing themselfs like suicde is a joke ok its cool. People come here with legit problems an are looking for an outlet, maybe an encouraging word or post back thats all maybe a friend if that. You come on here an see stuff like now its time for me to die wtf or even if you encourge some one the say i cant im too weak. This is not to be rude because i wish the best for everyone but some of the stuff on here is bs…
Im trying to hold on in hopes that things will get better. I have nobody, im turly alone in this world. Every day i force myslef to go to work at a job i dont like with peole im sure do not like me either. I recently started trying to exercise in my apartment following you tube videos along. Hopefully i can get a gym membership one of these days, i figure with no to call or call me i can try to improve my health. Its all bull sh*t Though , i feel so empty inside no purpose no desire like im just here […]
I put a gun to my head on instagram, 30mins later i went for a walk an when i get back police are at my apartment and i almost get arrested. How the fuck can you arrest ne for that?
I’ve never been close with my family, i feel so alone.