I deserve every little bit of pain that is inflicted on me. I know I can’t be everything you need me to be. Just, please don’t let me be right in thinking the girl in those photos were her.
And as fucked up as this is to say, don’t feel obliged to be with me just because I saved your life or you think you might be gone soon.
My insides are knotting and I think I’m going to throw up.