I feel forever alone. I have family, friends, a husband, a beautiful baby girl, a job, everything I guess. But I feel that no one on this earth can ever understand me, our can stand me. What I feel and what I think are simply too complicated and perhaps annoying to the “normal” people. Whoever they are, I envy them. I wish I didn’t have to feel lonely. I wish I didn’t have to think about hanging myself just to feel better; like I have control over my life. Which is ironic. But everytime I am in […]