I thought I was happy.
I’ve always pondered whether loneliness was a disease or if it were a momentary reflection of how another sees me. If I feel so alone in my own company, how could another possibly enjoy me?
I’ve been so miserable at times I pondered ending it, but then I always have a flash of the world, and I realize what I’d be throwing away if I gave up.
I’m a wanderer who’s passionately in love with life, and I would dread to envision the world as it is now when I could’ve changed it just by changing myself, but instead left it to the rest of people here.
I’ve never been with anyone, had a boyfriend, or a large number of friends, but it’s no worry… the world’s not ending because I’m alone, it’s ending because it’s alone. One less Gypsy soul wandering this planet would add just one more shade of darkness.
So, to end my seemingly perpetual state of loneliness, I bought a dog, an Australian Malamute (mix). Now I have someone to wander through this world with me.
And I’ve called her… Century
Someone very brave once said, “I must uphold my ideals, for perhaps the time will come when I shall be able to carry them out.” This someone was Anne Frank. She held an optimism for a greater world despite her own situation. Carry her optimism with you. When you are faced with an obstacle that seems impossible to overcome, know inside yourself that you can. It’s been done over and over by people; they had the ability to never give up on themselves. You have that ability.
Everyone has the same attribute of being unique in a different way, that includes you. There is no one on this celestial globe that is exactly like you. In that beautiful mind of yours, all those thoughts that fire around are what make you, you.
Always have hope in your heart. It is so delicate and fragile; it is a small flame inside of you that will only be extinguished if you allow it to be.
“I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or smile at you. Just know, that I love you.” ~ V
We are dying everyday;
Some of us wake up just to do the same routine, some of us try to change it up a bit, and some of us don’t wake up. I get frustrated when I go to do something and then I find it to be futile just because I think about it to hard and realize, what does it matter? I’m going to die anyway; be that in the next five years or the next five minutes. People always go on to say, “Oh life isnt fair,” but it is, what isn’t fair is that we think life owes us something. “Life is hard,” no. Life is easy, living, now that’s the hard part. We can’t just exist, that simply just isn’t enough. We have to change things ourselves, because who better to do it than ourselves?
Be happy with yourself, there’s only one of you and your wasting your time trying to be someone else.
“Don’t take life too seriously, you’ll never get out alive.”