I began my journey pure as light, a kid with sparkle in my eyes who didn’t know what fault was, looking for love and respect and as I didn’t know how to hit life, it hit me first, and I found out that it’s not that bad to not be humane, to be more humane is a crime and like that a drop of darkness fell in my essence because others didn’t give a shit on my decency and then I said there’s no more room for anything holly in this world, we loose ourselves between needles, smokes and jokes made on weaker people, we are born healthy and trying to heal ourselves we become sick. You see life is a street poorly lighted, full of pits, full of buildings ready to fall guess on who, full of fires ready to burn anyone, full of eyes ready to see any weakness, full of fools still waiting the answers to their prayers, and as for me anything that moves, doesn’t move me, only hate bites me from time to time making me shout hooray, and today I’m gonna sell myself and otherwise the same dust in another wind and I’m not the same person and I don’t know who I am anymore
Some lyrics translated from a romanian song called Spune-mi by Veritasaga
If I’ll get the Corona virus it may kill me
It’s hard not to have these suicidal thoughts every day. I don’t have a solution for my problems after all this time. How much more can I hold on? I don’t know.
I shed a tear for the bad things happening on Earth.
Just letting it out. I can’t take this shit anymore
I want it all and I want it now just like Freddie
It sucks to be the weakest link, to be the most stupid human. I’ve been so bad, so stupid at life, I wanna change this. So much suffering I did it’s crazy. Why did I have to let everyone get ahead, I’ve always respected others, I’ve been afraid of other people. I’m 30 years old, still living with my mother and a grandmother, they make my life hard but I also have a problem with other things and people.
I think because of the emotional and physical suffering I went and still go trough I won’t last much longer.
I wish they were dead for years. I would have killed them but I am afraid of going to prison
Do you believe in fate? Have you accepted yours?
I have not found another human that really understands me. What about you?
I’m tired of this life, I’m not satisfied with the way things are and look right now, I wonder if they will change or if I’ll be able to change them.
I dont have anyone that really cares about me
I wish I could afford a painless and easy exit.
I feel like shit
I am tired of this life, these body limits, I would like to be a free spirit flying around. I see that people accept these limitations much easier than me. I would like to see more people fighting for liberation, I wish people were friendlier and ready to help others more.
I have seen some crazy, yucky porn images (prolapse) and videos, I wish I had not, wish I could erase them from my mind.
How many horrors have you seen, lived on tv or in real life? What are some that shocked you the most?