I am a 15 year old high school student, just finished my sophomore year. I am having suicidal thoughts that make me cry every night, I know i wont actually be able to commit suicide at the moment but later on in life i would like to not have this problem and i think its becuase my parents divorced when i was 1 becuase my dad was/is abusive. Now that i am a teenager he has began guilt tripping me into thinking that everything is my fault and i should take the responsibility in calling him, BUT the thing is i called him a year […]