Being with your soul mate by no means fixes everything but it sure as fuck help. Thank you E for making my life worth it again I’d walk to hell and back for you by now I think I’ve proven it. By the end of this I hope I’ll show you even more sacrifice .
someone fight me maybe it’ll fix me
The past so many regrets so many mistakes not even from me but from her so what my soul mate came back for me so much damage has been done and she has put herself in a complicated situation she can’t back out of her future will be complicated for so long even though she wants to share it with me now sge cant it was suppose to be our future the perfect future not this soon I’ll speak to a recruiter I still can’t have the perfect dream life might as well have the perfect dream death
Who here is as angry at the world as I?
Why does it upset you?
Is what I wish I could strangle out of people
Do you see the hand of god in what you do?
My whole life is a chemical imbalance
Sadly still the fuck alive italics are fucking stupid aswell
I don’t understand why I’m always alone and why I always feel alone at least normal people can pretend
Death in glorious combat nothing in my mind can surpass the greatness of that so I’m one step closer everyday my future is a box or urn having a family and living paycheck to paycheck is overrated from what I’ve seen anyways
Maybe its time
Am I more dangerous to others or to myself
When you saw me I knew you wouldn’t say a thing to me I never was worth your time anyways why would that change
Red for my rage black for my depression I believe if red wins others will have great harm done to them if the black wins I’ll have great harm to me I noticed many have very harsh opinions of the red route maybe you can’t understand
( c+c dont worry tho)
…lots of bullshit cant trust my girlfriend shell see this probably as she often posts on here she hurts me when i trust her i care about her so much ive always tried my hardest i dont understand how she can take advantage of me im slowly losing what friends I still have, struggle is becoming more stressing always tired can’t think clearly always radical thoughts even for my standards I hope I make it through this year to reach my road to glory this is just a prologue to the true great story
Once more into the fray
Into the last good fight I will ever know
Live and die on this day
Live and die on this day
In this world you can’t trust anyone