Doesn’t make sense. Nothing in this world makes sense.
No, wait, it actually does. I’m just too tired to accept the truth.
Doesn’t make sense. Nothing in this world makes sense.
No, wait, it actually does. I’m just too tired to accept the truth.
I had 2 friends over today for a little exercise session.
Feels surreal typing this… i act as ive always been when i was with them earlier, while here i am now typing away on a suicide website.
I feel like i should be grateful for having them, but i still feel so alone and empty.
I just had tickets booked for a trip to Japan with other friends too, but would i be gone already before i fly there?
When you’re standing on the edge, so young and hopeless
Got demons in your head, we are, we are
Craving for a full box of a dozen donuts
But I’ve been stealing time / thinking if i tried / everything would turn out right
We’re caught up in the climb / love was far behind / someone’s gotta stop this madness
When all this seems like it’s okay / and all we feel is day to day we’re on replay
And all these dreams where life’s made / are leaving out the people that we love
So slow down
We need to slow down.
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T^T
Im tired. Paralysed. Cant do anything. Its the most excrutiating feeling ever.
I need help.
I want to end my life desperately.
I want this to be over.
I need to die.
Had my interview today. It actually went well, according to the agent. She also told me that the employing company told her that i was too overqualified for the job, and they were going to max out the salary. Don’t know to feel happy for that, or just plain sad that i’d still be missing out on a good half a grand’s worth of monthly pay if i hadn’t had this scummy brain.
Welp, to take or not to take.
That aside… had some cream pasta for lunch and vongole for dinner. Yay! I love pasta so much.
Waking up at six tomorrow. Bathe, dry up, mess up my hair and put on formal clothing. Ugh.
All the jobs i’ve been applying to are below my qualifications. Some may see this as a brag, but i honestly don’t. If it weren’t for this debilitating illness of mine, i’m pretty sure i would be doing so much more.
Tired. I’m tired. That’s honestly what i can say i feel all the time. I may feel other things, but i can’t decipher what they are. All i know for sure, is that i’m tired, all the time.
I just want to live my day in […]
I have a job interview on thursday. Do i want to go for it? Definitely not. Am i going to go for it? I have to.
All my life i’ve sworn to never be in a corporate job. But guess what, life throws curveballs all the time. And maybe i could say i saw this one coming from miles away, but i won’t say it.
In the end, it’s my own damned faults that drove me to this decision.
Want to say i miss college now that i’m out, but i can’t.
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