i have wanted to die off and on since i was 13 years old. i’m 28 now. i have been off an on a/ds for the past several years but they make me physically sick. apparently i get serotonin poisoning! i have so little naturally in my brain that when i take these meds i actually overdose on it.
how ridiculous is that.
these days i’m so low, so tired, so done being here. i want to disappear, to die to vanish and i constantly fantasize about a disaster that will take me away or make me leave.
i can’t talk about it with my […]
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