I have destroyed my life. There is no one to blame but myself for the pain I am in. The tiny flicker of hope I had is fading and I’m afraid if it goes out, there will be catastrophic consequences. I’ve done so much wrong in my life, I have hurt my soulmate to the point our relationship is dissolving, and now I wait to see if the flames of hell will engulf me. The pain is more than I can bear. I am a monster of my own making. Poison to everyone I love. I have no more strength left. There is no one […]
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sevsrose
Is anyone else suffering completely alone? I have alienated everyone who cared about me and I’m on the precipice. There is a tiny glimmer of hope I am holding onto but I fear it is only a matter of time before it is extinguished and I will fall into the pit of absolute despair. Anxiety is consuming me daily and nightly to the point I feel physically ill. I am constantly swaying between trying to be strong and hold on, and feeling completely hopeless and forsaken. I have no support system and I can’t cope with how I am feeling. I am terrified to live […]