I removed the block. It doesn’t fucking change anything! It doesn’t make you care and it doesn’t make me care.
But I always care too fucking much, that what got me in this mass called my life in the first place, right? Caring made me love you, caring made me everyones punching bag, caring made me think life just isn’t worth living.
But why should I care if you cry? So what if you cried because of me? So what if you care about me and don’t want me dead?! I don’t fucking care! Not anymore. Not as I used to. And you know it, […]
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Shadowcat
I always need a hug. And I always need it from the people who can’t give me those hugs…
I’m a 14 years, 6 months, 1 week and 5 days old girl. I never loved my father. I mean I loved him, but only that “Unconditionable love” that you always feel for family members. When I was 9 years old, one of my teachers said that my family should go for a psychologist for a family therapy, which we did. It speeded up my parents divorce and now I hate my father. I never really loved him because he was the kind of man who wants […]