I’ve told them that I was done with it, and I should be. I ruin everybody else’s fun, but I’m also really sad about this as I know it’ll lead to spending less time with people as our common interest is now gone.
Am I just being selfish by not wanting to give this up? I know it’s better for the other people to be without me.
Although at this point I don’t have a choice I have already said that this was happening, so now it has to happen.