I’m an alcoholic.I’ve been telling myself for half my life that I must stop drinking.I’ve been to a phsyciatrist,i’ve been to AA I’ve moved out of home and succeed to stop drinking but lost my wife doing so.I’m drinking now.I’m a very nice person.I hate life.I hate having loved ones because I know the pain they would feel if I jump.That thought of their pain adds to my pain whilst I’m still alive.I’m trapped.I must go through life suffering because I care about my families feelings.My son is my number one.Tears fall like rain and I choak ,swelling with dispair.I’m going to get the sack […]