I never thought I would actually think about suicide. I have loving friends and loving family. I am in college and I have everything I could ask for. Still, I can stop feeling depressed. My friends and family keep telling me how wonderful I am. They respect me and even look up to me. Still I never feel like it is enough. It doesn’t even cheer me up anymore. I keep thinking they are lying to me and I don’t believe it. I think about abandoning them and trying to start new but that will probably cause me to go into a deeper depression. I […]