I want to thank everyone on this site who has commented on my posts. Many of you will know that i set a suicide which was the 1st of June well its now the 5th and i am still here.I have decided to take my life back for my little nephew who is due in 4 months and also odd reason but for my ex. I promised my ex i will not give up and he will not lose me and i am not one to break promises. But also i want to fight for my life as i have a long life ahead of […]
These are the things I wish I could tell my best friend/ ex boyfriend:
I wish I could tell you I love you
I wish I could tell you that I care
I wish I could tell you I will always be there
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you
I wish I could go back and say the right things
I wish you could see I want to be there
The person who you call
The person you love
I wish I knew what you felt
I wish I knew what happened
I wish you knew that when I cry I […]
So I went to my prom as a lot people recommend but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t enjoy it my social anxiety kicked in and I became self conscious. All the songs reminded me of my bestfriend and person I loved that I lost. I missed him and really wished he could have been there. I saw everyone else was happy so what the fuck did I do to deserve so much pain, to lose everything. Why am I being punished since the day I was born.
I cant do this anymore
I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up
I need some advice. My best friend and I both have depression. We went out for 6 weeks and we loved each other but then he left me to push me away as he has been going through a rough time recently. I really care about him and love him and feel so helpless. He has withdrawn himself from all of his friends and is barely ever in school.
I really want to help him. I love him and am so worried about him. He’s 19. Any suggestions?
I cant do this anymore. I have decided that if things don’t improve by the 1st June, I am going to kill myself. I cant take the pain anymore.
And then finally I can be free of all the pain
I guess I should start from the beginning. I am 17 almost 18 and have a brother who is 16 and a sister who is 20. My life sucks is complicated and somewhat confusing at times.
I was adopted when I was 4 by a family who we were all happy to be part of. I was adopted because my parents did drugs and were nearly always unconscious. We were malnourished and my sister was looking after us. So I guess the positive was we got a new family and well that’s where things were supposed to get better but in fact things somehow got worse.
My brother […]