The last time I was in this dark place was 12 years ago. My letter was written; I had a plan and I came so close. But I really believe God interceded on my behalf, and I believe I had some fight left in me. Now I’m here again, and I’m too tired to fight, and I have no energy. Most importantly, I don’t feel our Lord here with me. Is it possible to be a Christian and feel as though God has abandoned you? My thoughts tell me that He doesn’t care anymore. And I don’t blame Him because I don’t think I’m worth […]