What does it take to be a good man?
What is a good man?
I’m so confused, I can’t understand what am doing here. I’m trying but I don’t know what I’m aiming for. Sucks to be 21.
What does it take to be a good man?
What is a good man?
I’m so confused, I can’t understand what am doing here. I’m trying but I don’t know what I’m aiming for. Sucks to be 21.
@Cause Of Death Suicide is my favorite member. I’ve been here for almost 6 months now. I often just read and leave. I used to engage and share my problems on a different account, but that’s all done. Now I just read… unless some things are disturbing. Anyway…
I just hope you all engage more with each other. Don’t just wanna talk about your problems but take a turn and let someone know you see them. They know, yes, that someone is there but sometimes they just wanna see.
Ideas?
The limitations we face when we hope but cannot find a way to achieve, are painful. I have severe anxiety, and can’t help asking myself how am ever gonna be a good man. How can I love if I can’t allow others to love me. How can I ever raise a son in the ways of Christ if I can’t even get through a family gathering without breaking down. How can I protect my wife if all I think about is taking my life. It’s never meant to be easy, life, but I don’t think it’s meant to be this hard either. I have my […]
It’s a lot harder to hang yourself than you might think. I keep thinking am doing it wrong coz all i feel is my airways closing. I hear if you do it right, cutting the blood flow to the brain gets you unconscious in 15-25 seconds tops, long before you run out oxygen. A painless experience, because hypoxia occurs after you’re unconscious. So i wonder why my makeshift noose isn’t doing the trick. But i have to figure out by the weekend. Whoever suicide death is easy, must have had a hard life.
I often follow cases of suicide and the circumstances surrounding them. Once in a while, I come across someone who is similar to me. I often try to find what happened after they did it, what changed. Almost as if I die with them, but unlike them I get to see what happens after I’m gone. It’s comforting and twisted I think, but at least I’m not dead yet. They ended it, and that’s really dark when you think about it. Suicide is done by some of the kindest people you know, and you often do have to be a little kind to choose to […]
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