So here I am once again. I haven’t been here in a long time, which is good. It means that I was okay during my time away. Lots of good moments, but it’s hard to remember them now as I write this. This week has hit me the hardest…just lots of stressful moments that keep on piling up and up and up. I realize the changes by now, but it’s still frightening to feel it. Headaches, anger, the body aches. My shoulders and back hurt so much, and I want to cry all day because of the emotional toll. I hate that Anxiety comes at […]
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I wish I could express myself to the people I care about. I’m a private person, and there was a time in my life where I realized that oversharing was never good. People don’t ask, don’t care unless it’s about them so why continue to talk about the things I like or my concerns? I stopped talking about myself and it’s been 2 long years and people haven’t got a clue on what I do because they don’t care enough to ask! They would say “Don’t worry”, “It’ll be okay”, “That’s cool”, etc. Could you give me any other repetitive dull, common response? Are you […]
So I’ve been thinking. And thinking. And it’s hard to stop. This month, I just can’t keep someone I knew out of my head. I miss the good moments of our friendship. Fortunately, there was a lot of those. I’d love to make up for loss time but I feel like the time is so far gone, so what’s the point now? I’m afraid it’s because I’m lonely that I’d reach out. The questions that will come out or lack thereof…I know I’m selfish and inconsiderate so I think it’s crossing the line if I apologize now. And we’re both adults, so we don’t have […]
Hi to anyone reading. First time here and I like to see it as some sort of sign, to know people like me exist. Constantly feeling alone. I’ve only been to therapy once and ever since then I feel like I’ve left a part of myself in that dreaded room. I have no real direction – a purpose to keep moving forward. I only have my hobbies and very few people in my life that keep me sane. However, the societal pressure to have financial goals, status, etc…it’s not for me. It never has and I’m afraid it never will. I would rather be in […]