I know a lot of people go through suicidal phases. I know a lot of people spend most of their lives fighting varying levels of depression. I also know that many people erroneously believe that nobody cares about them/everybody hates them/there is no point in trying anymore. I have come to the conclusion that I may very well be one of the rare cases where these conclusions are actually correct.
I have a long history of depression, like many people here. I even have a few suicide attempts under my belt ( admittedly half-assed and primarily for attention, though I didn’t realize it at the time […]