I’ve got a shit load of Diclofenac in my room for treating back pain. Can’t tell you how much I wanna take every single one of them right now. This might just be the third overdose.
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I have absolutely nothing to offer this life. I have nothing to offer my family freinds or the future I so sparsely want. If I commit suicide I will die a traitor, a selfish, pathetic loser. But, and that is a big ‘but’, I have my body, and there are children out there that have had no chance in life whatsoever, unlike myslef who did get a chance but blew it. They have something to offer life, they deserve it. I do not. There are kids waiting for lungs, hearts kidneys, you name it. If I die intentionally close to a hospital and let them […]
Idk. I’ve been watching this video every morning and it is helping. Each to thier own I guess. There’s lots of videos if you search hard enough. It has helped me get through the week.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSYtQy9EqTA&feature=related
I know I am one lonely fuck but I wish out of the blue I could fall in love before I die. I think I did nearly five years ago and have been alone since. I know this all sounds a bit soppy and cliched and desperate(probably because it is) but I keep dreaming of it time and time again. If only it could happen to any of us on this site then we’d surely have somethign to live for?
Then there is that saying from the bible which says man will recieve death when he least wants it and when he prays for death […]
For those of you out there who have a partner please try to realise how lucky you are. Some of us don’t even have that or have had it for some years. I would give anything to have a girlfriend right now, If I did then I would certainly have one good reason to keep living. Imagine how sad you’d be if you didn’t have them. You’d probably be as sad as me. So please, think of what you have, please.
This may be my ninth or tenth post by now. I really feel fucking herendous now its just stupid. I know I will cause pain for the ones I love but if they’d have loved me enough then they’d have seen the condition I’m in and cared and actually do something. I finally feel at ease with the thought of killing myself. I feel peaceful somehow, surely this will make my decision that bit less stressful.
Have been depressed for years. Ended up isolating myself from friends. I am now a complete loner that manages to put on that brave face when around other people. Haven’t been with a woman for nearly five years and now everybody around me thinks I am gay. I wouldn’t blame them though. Now I have no courage whatsoever around girls, I never go out because I can longer drink alcohol and look extremely young so girls take no notice of me whatsoever. I have now anxiety problems that can prevent me from leaving the house. Also have been unemployed for a very long time and […]
Have been suicidal for about five years. Every now and then I go that bit further and for around ten minutes I have the urge to kill someone. It happened today and the episodes are become more frequent as time goes on. I am worried that I may hurt one of my family and feel that the only way to stop it is to kill myself. I will die a traitor but not as much as if I were to kill someone else before I do. I don’t care what condition you will want to call it but I do not want help. How could […]