the one thing that makes me want to die, is i have no one who wants me here. at least, not to me. i’m a worthless, horrible excuse for a human. i am the baby of my family, and so i was given special treatment basically. i got out of trouble when i should have been in trouble, i got extra presents, i got what i wanted usually. but now, i hate that fact. i hate the fact that i was given special treatment, because it has turned me into a narcissist, who always expects everything to be given to him. i expect everything to […]