Anyone else struggle with drugs and alcohol???Â It’s a vicious cycle.Â It doesn’t help that marijuana is legal in my state.Â I live in Washington.Â I come to realize it’s not the way ppl treat me, but its my addiction that screws with my life.Â Ppl have been very kind to me lately, but i’m still very unhappy.Â I want to die because i’m a drug addict.Â Â Drugs are too availableÂ here in Seattle ><
I’m sorry to others that suffer on this site.Â Â I don’t know you and I don’t care about u.Â Some of us have the same struggles.Â Just wanted to say I’m sorry.Â Hopefully one day your pain will end.Â I’m caught between wanting to live and die.Â Â Â The will to live is too strong.Â So we suffer apart but at the same time together.
lol i didn’t know i was so special that no one can relate to me.Â i’m only joking.
wish i could post on facebook that i want to kill myself lol.Â but they get too mad.Â theyre all scared to die.
lol i invited an old friend to play mmo with me and now i have trouble being her friend in the game.Â fuck i’m too drpressed to play lol.Â Â and i’m always drinking any chance i get.Â Â man i suck.Â Â so id rather drink than play with her.Â so i’m neglectful.Â she has no idea i want to end it all.Â shes too nice for that kind of talk.
iÂ play mmo with my friend, but i’m always too drunk too play with her,Â not good.Â i feel like the worst person ever.Â she relies on me.Â anyone understand that?
really simple,Â no story just want to die, i hate my life,Â no courage to kill myself though.
I admire those that have committed suicide.Â I’m drinking and this drink is for you.Â To the great beyond!
My stupid boyfriend says I’m ugly, no!Â I have beiutiful eye and lip.Â serieous.Â well sometime ppl think i look like fish, but i think i’m cute.
young looking for ppl to speak with.Â Â Mongolian, i hate mogolia, i’m asian
The only end to misery is death!Â Better to be dead than to be alive.Â Â I’m glad we all agree ^^
As much as I wanted to deny it, I believe I’m suicidal.Â Somehow I found myself on this website.Â Â Just sick of the vanity and all the mundane living.Â Feel like I live the same day everyday all day.Â I pursue aÂ happiness that is always eluding me.Â Pretending to be happy and fitting in is the worst vanity of all!
Drunk and bored.Â Drunk ’cause I hate life andÂ am more than likely bipolar.Â Feel free to comment.Â Randomness is fine.Â Our fishbowl of a world is random anyway.Â yay.
Live you fools!
I wish you ppl wouldn’t talk about dying.Â Stop pls.Â Â So sad,Â I’m just like u and i don’t want death.Â pls think about before you’re gone.Â Love u all.Â smile ^^ pls.
Hello anyone out there!Â If I can’t make friends on a suicide forum then I’m screwed.Â Just looking for ppls to talk to.Â 28 male,Â just no homo stuff.Â I’m fucking on the edge.Â Essentially just want to die.Â Tired of my life.Â Sunshine in Seattle is really pretty.Â Any Seattle ppl enjoy weather too???
Live in Seattle,Â almost 30, unemployed and single.Â Â Live at home w/my Mom, lil Sis, and her boyfriend.Â I feel super unwelcome in my own home.Â They treat me like I shouldn’t exist.Â That’s enough to make anyone suicidal.Â I suspect I’m bipolar.Â Dunno though I’ve never been diagnosed.Â Even if I was certainÂ it’s not like there’s a cure.Â I’m having difficultyÂ managing my life, allÂ I can do is drink whenever I get the chance.Â I always feel alone even when I’m with my closest friends.Â People I’ve known for more than a decade.Â I just feel trapped and that nobody cares.Â I’m really obsessed with death, but I’m not suicidal.
Hello everyone,Â Nice to meet you.Â I’m 28 years old male, unemployed and just looking for ppls to chat with.