I’m a fourteen year old female teen. I hate doctors and counselors and people in general. I have felt depressed, hated, and like a robot- going through life only doing what I think should happen, but not feeling anything- since I can remember. I must fake happiness, and… Well, recently I’ve been asking my only two friends weird questions.
What they would do if I died, killed myself, or was killed.
What I would have to do to make them hate me more than anything else.
Things like that.
I’m so messed up, and used to being lied to- mostly from myself- by being forced […]
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