Carefully laid out on my lap is my black hand towel, and my tin, right in the middle. I open the lid of the tin, and stare at its contents. What is it about a razor blade, pill bottle, or any other sharp object.. That is so aesthetically pleasing? What is it about a razorblade that is so intricate? I could just sit and stare at these objects for hours on end. Analyzing every fine detail of its shape, and the capability it has to do anything as long as my hands guide it. What about a pill bottle? Knowing that you are holding what […]
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Chase Jaden. 17 Years Breathing. In a body that is far from my own, and a mind to match. I am only a soul, stuck between life and death.
My name is Chase Jaden. I am 17 years old, and I’ve had more than my fair share of problems.
Medications: 7
Different Diagnoses: 6
Mental Hospital Stays: 5
Attempts at suicide: 4.
I do believe that I am truly meant to die by my own hands. I really believe that a person should be able to choose between life and death and not have anyone stop them.
I love suicide. I think the idea of dying is beautiful. Suicide is art to those who see it as I do. There is beauty in anything. Even things like self harm and eating disorders. Only […]