Will I? When it is the hardest time in my life, and the worst of all my fears are upon me, will I? When I cannot see a reason, not one at all, to continue, will I? I am sitting in this room alone and thinking that no one in this whole world gives a damn about me, or the pain I feel for just simply being, will I? Why do I need him to love me so much? Why do I need them to understand? Why can’t I admit that I know what the truth is and that it hurts so bad it makes […]
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TearsOfFire
I hate what I am feeling. I am closer now than ever and no one really understands. I don’t know why death seems to be the only way to peace, but it does. I have been on this earth for a long time, 40 years, and not once have I achieved my happiness that I perceive to be worth living for. In the whole world I cannot find comfort. For the first time in my life and I mean for the first time, I am seriously considering just ending it all. I cry every day, sometimes all day. Tears fall constantly. No one will rescue […]