My mind plagues me.
On a second to second basis, it frantically searches for something of worth. Meaning. Value.
I did college. I tried settling down. As my list of accomplishments lengthens so does my desire to end it.
Why? I have good job, a degree, a child, so much to want for but I struggle to do it anymore.
Recently, I have been filled with a somber darkness. An acceptance of the conditions of life. Things never get better or worse. It’s only an illusion of getting worse, or better depending on your plight.
I realized that life is a series of chemical reactions. Leading us from one moment […]