I tried ending my misery since I was 14, took 18+ tablets of paracetamol with a combination of other otc pills only to throw everything up with a bad case of stomach ache. slept with a kitchen knife under my pillow ever since hoping to gain enough guts to run it through my chest. when i graduated highschool i stayed at my dad’s place and a voice inside my head kept urging me to jump off from the 12th floor. “it’ll only take 3 seconds to go splat. it won’t hurt.” the voice told me. but i never picked up enough courage to go through […]