Honestly speaking, I don’t think I will kill myself, but only because I don’t have the guts to do it. I really really wish I was dead though. I just really have to get this stuff out. Many people have it worse than me I know, but that doesn’t change the fact that all I feel is pain. I can’t stop crying and saying “I’m so alone.” I’m 27 and married, with one 2 year old and one daughter on the way. Ever since age 13 I have wanted to kill myself. I have thought about it probably every day. I just have never found […]