If Love is the problem
You just need to find a new love
If Money is the problem
You just have to make more money
If Other people is the problem
You just have to find new people to hang out with
If past mistake is the problem
You just have to disregard it
If Sadness is the problem
You just need to be happy
So all these problems have alternative solution. It might not be easy but there are possiblity, however slim, to fix these situations.
There’re examples of people who find love again even at old age
There’re examples of people who have nothing and become very wealthy
There’re examples of people who made a mistake and become successful
and even depress person can have a good day
I hope this give someone a different perspective on their situation.
To kill yourself because of those reason seems to be short-sighted. I’m not trying to belittle anyone’s reason.
I just want to show that there’re solutions for these problems but you’ll have to figure out the “HOW” to reach those solutions, and that’s the hard part.
I am guilty of being short-sighted as well. Years after a failed attempt, I found out that there’re still people out there that can still invoke love from within me. (even if it were unrequited it still shows me that there’re still a possibility)
Now the only reason that I dont have a solution to is: if you want to die because life is meaningless and futile.
And that’s why I’m back here in this state of mind again.
Where I am now is best summed up in the movie “Sunset Limited”
I came to that conclusion myself and that state of mind is what kept my suicidal thoughts in check for the past 8 years.
But now perhaps I stop believing in what I’ve came up with.
Lately I have to consciously activate my self preservation instinct on my every waking hours, and it’s so exhausting.
It’s considered more tragic when teenager commit suicide because of what they might missed out on and the fact that thing will get better.
So when I see a 63 years old man, who may have 10 or so more years left to live, chose now instead of waiting, it seems like the waiting game might not be worth it especially when I probably have in excess of 40 years to wait.
Maybe I need to talk someone about this, saw there’re some local support group but i dont know if it’ll be good to be around other suicidal people (wouldn’t we all drag each other down and speed up the process?)