Today is my last day. Tonight I will be ending things and finally finding total freedom and nothingness.
To my dear Nat, goodbye my sweet Princess.Â Just keeping my promise to tell you goodbye.Â Sent you an email not sure if you got it.
To any others who I have conversed with.Â I really hope things have improved for you or will improve.Â And that your pain lessens enough for life to be at least somewhat joyful.Â Many of you are suffering mainly or totally because of others and I wish I had the power to take that pain away from you.Â Sometimes people are treated so adversely that their choices and mindset are damaged and it takes a lot to repair that.
To those who are making the same journey as I.Â I wish you a speedy and painless trip to death.Â Whether you believe in something more than this life or just nothingness, hopefully your journey is not drawn out and painful.
My heart goes out to all of you and it would be nice if I could offer more than just empathy, sympathy, and compassion.
To loved ones of suicides or potential suicides who are on this site.Â You can only do so much to help a person.Â So please do not feel guilt for them feeling this way. Unless you are one of the heartless churls who has constantly treated them in a negative and hurtful manner so as to put them in pain.Â Otherwise just know that they do appreciate what you are trying to do just that sometimes some issues cannot fixed enough for certain people to want to continue.
Wishing all who read this the best on whatever path you take, the Ronin is gone.