I haven’t been on here for a while… because I thought maybe if I stayed away from the things that brought me comfort and validated my want for dying I’d feel less like dying…. I tried medications only to have been forced off them. Only to have to handle the judgement and criticism of my family. Because they’re perfect and I’m not. Today I found myself searching up ways to end my life. A day before my birthday. And every year I only want to die more…. What is the point of living. What’s the point of anything. I’m scared that if I do it […]
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“If only you had appreciated her love for astronomy. You would have been able to understand that she paints galaxies with her eyes. That the dots of freckles on her cheeks represent the millions of stars floating around outer space. Her veins are infused with stardust, and she has comets dancing on her arms.
When she would feel angry, it would have reminded you of meteors shooting through the sky. In her moments of happiness, it would have reminded you of shooting stars, a dream come true. When she was sad, it was like a broken universe. People tried to shrink her, take her words away, […]