I don’t understand the World much anymore. It’s fucked up, and everything bites. It’s like depression clings to everything. Why? I was hoping you could tell me. Even the people I care about look at me differently now. I can’t keep going… I Just want the pain to stop. No matter what I do, I always hurt people who care about me. What if I could stop that too? It would be so easy… So quick… And then all over… And yet I’m forced to keep going for some unknown reason. Why can’t I just stop? Is Satan punishing me or something? Everything is gone. […]