I feel death all the time. I hide in my bed the whole time because I’m scared of the outside world. It’s not that it broke me, I think that I did that part myself. I’m too weak to pick up the broken pieces or let them there and move on. I just sit here in the dark with my mind reflecting on what my life could’ve been if I didn’t make those choices. I’ve built a whole world inside my mind. A world were no one can tell me what to do. A world where I am in control, I created a woman in […]
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V95
I can’t stop thinking about you. I think that I reflect everything that has happend to me, to you. I don’t want to exist on this planet anymore. I’ve hurt everyone around me because of my own pain and I just want it to stop. I want to stop feeling so miserable and it feels like the only way to so is to stop breathing. To stop living and stop feeling. My soul’s damaged beyond repair. Something I mostly did to myself, because I empathize too much with other peoples pain. And in this matrix that we live in doesn’t seem to make it any […]