Drowning in the feeling of trying to stay afloat
You go to push phantom glasses up your nose that apparently you felt sliding down… only to realize you’re wearing contacts
apparently I am still not in tune enough with my own body. I’ve lived in it for 31 years and I still misread feelings and symptoms. It’s kind of pitiful.
I am feeling really fed up today, and defeated… like I can’t handle my reality at the moment.
Maybe I’m just tired.