I feel like I am completely useless. I have attempted 2 times before and was unsuccessful. I am 29 years old. I was married for 7 years as of the 1st of this month. I took a shot gun to my marriage. I think I am bipolar but I have never been seen for it, mainly cause I was am to afraid to actually be diagnosed with it. My marriage has turned to hell. I have been in many relationships and only ever loved one woman and I know Ill never love another woman like I loved my wife. I was never a good husband […]
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This morning as I write this I am sitting in my bed. I went to sleep at 3 Am. Before all that I told my wife and soon to be ex that I was sorry I was a piece of shit husband and father. I used social media a lot so much that I pushed them to the side. I never cared as much as I used to for her. I cared more about people liking something I posted weather it be a status, pic, or video. I watched her have mental break downs and I wouldn’t ever comfort her. I lied to her all […]
Im 28 and I don’t k ow what I am doing with my life anymore. I am going on a second divorce mid you its really my fault to begin with. I never cheated but put things like my job or games ahead of my marriage. I have 2 amazing kids and yet I know my marriage is ending she texted me today about it. But now that I know its ending I really just don’t wanna live at all. Not because she’s going to leave me but I just don’t have the drive to anymore. I lost my dad to cancer and that was […]