I tried killing myself by poisoning, obviously didn’t work, ended up in the hospital with vomitings , no one knew i tried to kill myself, treated me for food poisoning.my dad thinks i’m a slut.I don’t want to live,I don’t know how to die.Just in this deep pit from which I can’t escape.Not living, just existing.”Help me out of this”,I want to scream to the world, but I know even that wouldn’t help.
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one more day has passed and nothing got better.I know I should be more patient, but if I could do that ,my life would have been far better than it is now.Only one escape works now, the thought of falling asleep and never ever waking up.Sure there are people who will get disturbed by this, and who love me ,but I got to be selfish now ,just like they were when I tried to get help.I am sure they will be dissappointed in me and hate me for this, so it might as well be their last time.
I am a failure at life and relationships.my bf left, my parents are disappointed in me and they wish i was never born.I keep on feeling sad about all the situations in life.I have tried multiple times to kill myself ,but obviously i can’t even do that right.I tried seeking help, i told people I was having these thoughts, everyone who heard was freaked out and left me.I even told my parents about my failed attempts, but they don’t think it’s so important, instead they are disappointed I had a boyfriend(i’m from India, and parents and society here think girls should be virgins and shouldn’t […]