For weeks now I have made plans to take my life into my own hands.
Although only 15, Today I plan to end it.
I changed my mind so many times on how to die (jump off cliff, stabbing,etc…) and now I know what to do. Unfortunately due to a snow storm, I have to commit the act today at school instead of Friday. I am not scared, I’m rather at peace with myself. I’m sorry to those who tried to help me, but like I keep telling myself: Do what you have to do, no matter the consequences. In this case, I must die. […]
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whilst I wait
I no longer know what to do. Every morning I put a big fat smile on and at school make alot of jokes to try to feel good, but I don’t. I have so much to live for, but I feel like I don’t. Now depression envelops me like a cold blanket that will never come off. It’s now to the point that I can no longer live. My head says that this is just stupid but my heart tells me to just give up. I have no friends, never did. And although I’m a good-looking 15 year-old teen, I have no one but myself. […]