All my life I have been alone.  Never really feeling that I fit in.  I have always felt like someone looking in on others’ lives.  “This” has never been real for me.  Every time I think that my  life is ready to begin, it is ripped from me… always back to the same routine of loneliness.  Is this really all there is???  Is there ever really gonna be a pot of gold at the end of my rainbow.  I have come to the realization – no- there is no pot of gold.  This is life. This is all you get…  I have no plans […]