A whole year now, I’ve lived this hell
Yet no one knows for I wont tell
It seems that deaths not meant for me
Three times I’ve failed to set me free
By pill, by blade, even exuast
I always wake to find I’ve lost
WHY THE FUCK can’t I be
As happy as the ones I see
They go about their day and smile
Having a time, yet all the while
I sit here deep inside this husk
That bears my name awaiting dusk
If I get one wish it’s when I die
My soul wont see my mother cry
She’ll be ok after a while